In 2019 I struggled a lot with my perfectionism and the pressure I put on both myself and others. When I struggle, I often write. Sometimes short stories, sometimes songs or even books. Most of them stay unpublished, but this song was special to me and I felt that I wanted to share my story with others. My brother played the guitar and my sister and friends helped me making the video. I am still very proud of this song and it will always stay an important production to me.